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I feel: 
cheerful
cheerful9 Honesty | Tell me the truth
~Being Reflective~
Wanna runaway from faith.........
16 March 2015 @ 06:09 pm
16 December 2008 @ 11:29 pm
Pfft..........ujian tinggal hari kamis..............mlh tbh mls bljar gini >:B
Kacauuuuuu...........
Hiyahh jd gelisah mlm2,kok sepi bgt seh dsini (yaeyalah ud jam tgh mlm gt??) =P
Bagi yg msh ujian....met bljr yah~~ trutama utkkekasih shbtku tersyg yeyen,met bljr yah say, cmn etika pasti km bisa xDDDD
Btw eniwei buswae kmrn2 jd brosing pic2 ueno juri (yah klo lu bc ini pi,pasti senyam senyum deh) ^^;;
Gara2 liat ad yg posting pic2 juri dr thn ke taun. Prubahanny beda bgt,dr gemuk tembem jd manis n langsing skrg haha. Ud gt rambutna gonta ganti gaya mulu,jd kpgn potong rambut kyk juri jg hehehe
Dan akhirna nemu gaya rambut yg lucu niy:
Juri yg manis semanis gula xD
Yah walo muke ane kagak semanis juri yak,tp kykna model itu yg tmpak bs ditiru ma muke ane yg asem agak asin (bah nano2 kali) gini lol xDDDDD
Hokeh cmn itu sj yg ane pgn curhatin tgh mlm gini. Bwt ngilangin gundah gulana aj kok sodara sodari =P
Ps: aye kok jd keingetan mimpi ditolak co itu lg yah?wakwakwak. ud gt ad bgn aye dsuruh bersiin bak mandi sgala (speaking of which,emg bak mandi aye musti dibersiin jg seh LMAO)
_マンダ_
Kacauuuuuu...........
Hiyahh jd gelisah mlm2,kok sepi bgt seh dsini (yaeyalah ud jam tgh mlm gt??) =P
Bagi yg msh ujian....met bljr yah~~ trutama utk
Btw eniwei buswae kmrn2 jd brosing pic2 ueno juri (yah klo lu bc ini pi,pasti senyam senyum deh) ^^;;
Gara2 liat ad yg posting pic2 juri dr thn ke taun. Prubahanny beda bgt,dr gemuk tembem jd manis n langsing skrg haha. Ud gt rambutna gonta ganti gaya mulu,jd kpgn potong rambut kyk juri jg hehehe
Dan akhirna nemu gaya rambut yg lucu niy:
Juri yg manis semanis gula xD
Yah walo muke ane kagak semanis juri yak,tp kykna model itu yg tmpak bs ditiru ma muke ane yg asem agak asin (bah nano2 kali) gini lol xDDDDD
Hokeh cmn itu sj yg ane pgn curhatin tgh mlm gini. Bwt ngilangin gundah gulana aj kok sodara sodari =P
Ps: aye kok jd keingetan mimpi ditolak co itu lg yah?wakwakwak. ud gt ad bgn aye dsuruh bersiin bak mandi sgala (speaking of which,emg bak mandi aye musti dibersiin jg seh LMAO)
_マンダ_
Space out: ngelamunin ssorg nun jauh dsono
I feel: 
distressed
distressed22 April 2008 @ 03:58 pm
Dear Deadlycherry,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but you're a loser.
I think I realized it that night in your closet,and I saw you sit at Donald Duck.
I'm sure you're cowardly enough to understand that there is no solution to this.
I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep your photo as a memory.
You should also know that I always will remember Oprah Winfrey imitations.
Greetings to your freaky family,
-Arceydh-
Gosh u cheat on me with donald duck??How dare Youuuuu~~~~ xDDD
I don't really know how to tell you this, but you're a loser.
I think I realized it that night in your closet,and I saw you sit at Donald Duck.
I'm sure you're cowardly enough to understand that there is no solution to this.
I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep your photo as a memory.
You should also know that I always will remember Oprah Winfrey imitations.
Greetings to your freaky family,
-Arceydh-
Gosh u cheat on me with donald duck??How dare Youuuuu~~~~ xDDD
I feel: 
pleased
pleasedHear of: The zookeeper's boy - Mew
15 March 2008 @ 10:44 pm
Few days ago i've got message from my old friend.We used to be real closed in junior high.She was like a sister to me that time.I often talk bout everything with her and she did the same thing.Even if we're not in the same class,we always got a chance to meet in lunch break.
I remember when she suddenly dont want to meet or even talk to me.It makes me really confused and sad.I dont know what did i do wrong and i kept apologize to her many times.I've got my own pride and stop apologizing.I mad to her for being like that.And we kept silent each other for about half year.Well it finally ends with her apologizing to me and we were crying together that time x).
We got apart when we go to different highschool.But we still spare a time to meet sometimes.Eventhough its not the same like in the old times but we're still close.It was until i had to concentrate for the graduating exams.I've been really busy and our chance to meet had been reduced.We even seldomly meet when i finally enter the university coz i had to move to another town.we never meet again but i try to send her a message.and when she never reply again,i stopped.
I thought she already forgot about me,but when i've got message from her yesterday i realized how i missed her alot.I was really happy to hear some news from her.She already had a job and even took another year for majoring in economic :D
We promise to meet again if i had time to go back to my hometown.And i already had a plan to go back on my long weekend.So I'm hoping that we finally could meet again next week ^^
I remember when she suddenly dont want to meet or even talk to me.It makes me really confused and sad.I dont know what did i do wrong and i kept apologize to her many times.I've got my own pride and stop apologizing.I mad to her for being like that.And we kept silent each other for about half year.Well it finally ends with her apologizing to me and we were crying together that time x).
We got apart when we go to different highschool.But we still spare a time to meet sometimes.Eventhough its not the same like in the old times but we're still close.It was until i had to concentrate for the graduating exams.I've been really busy and our chance to meet had been reduced.We even seldomly meet when i finally enter the university coz i had to move to another town.we never meet again but i try to send her a message.and when she never reply again,i stopped.
I thought she already forgot about me,but when i've got message from her yesterday i realized how i missed her alot.I was really happy to hear some news from her.She already had a job and even took another year for majoring in economic :D
We promise to meet again if i had time to go back to my hometown.And i already had a plan to go back on my long weekend.So I'm hoping that we finally could meet again next week ^^
giggly15 July 2007 @ 03:36 pm
Bagus bner2 rekor skarang.Tiga gk lulus!!!
God i cant take it anymore...lbh baik gk ngambil smua deh ntar.. hix T-T
Gila rasana kyak jatoh k jurang even if its not the end of the world...
hahhhhh mana PBL blm slese jg lg.ud mulai bosen niy...
God i cant take it anymore...lbh baik gk ngambil smua deh ntar.. hix T-T
Gila rasana kyak jatoh k jurang even if its not the end of the world...
hahhhhh mana PBL blm slese jg lg.ud mulai bosen niy...
crazy20 July 2006 @ 03:25 pm
Huwe...finally the final test is over.
I love to be back to my real home in Jakarta.
I'm really happy to see Hyde again,though he's just 2D picture in my bedroom wall.
Anyway being back to jakarta means i could meet my bestfriend, Saiko.
We decided for having lunch together at the PI mall.
(karena lg males mikir jd indonesia aj)
Pokoknya sambil mkn kta b2 pada crita soal kul dari mulai masa2 ospek ampe nyasar ke masa2 sma dulu.
Belum puas crita, akhirnya kta muter2 di PI abis makan. Trus br inget klo dsana ada Kinokuniya jg. Kbetulan lagi ada sale tuh, tp yg sale cm majalah2 fashion yg gk jlas gt. Pas lg kcewa gt tiba2 nemuin buku ttg Hyde (lucky!). Kta b2 penasaran gmn sie isinya n akhirnya si saiko ngomong sama mbak penjaganya.
Yg lcu pas saiko manggil n blg, 'Man-chan we can see it 4 free!', dgn mata yg berbinar. She looks so funny!
Tapi agak kcewa soalna isinya kbykan tulisa dlm kanji jpg...
Yah pokoknya seneng bgt blk k jkt. jalan2 lg ah mumpung blon msk...
(Duh nilai Uas dah kluar lagie....)
I love to be back to my real home in Jakarta.
I'm really happy to see Hyde again,though he's just 2D picture in my bedroom wall.
Anyway being back to jakarta means i could meet my bestfriend, Saiko.
We decided for having lunch together at the PI mall.
(karena lg males mikir jd indonesia aj)
Pokoknya sambil mkn kta b2 pada crita soal kul dari mulai masa2 ospek ampe nyasar ke masa2 sma dulu.
Belum puas crita, akhirnya kta muter2 di PI abis makan. Trus br inget klo dsana ada Kinokuniya jg. Kbetulan lagi ada sale tuh, tp yg sale cm majalah2 fashion yg gk jlas gt. Pas lg kcewa gt tiba2 nemuin buku ttg Hyde (lucky!). Kta b2 penasaran gmn sie isinya n akhirnya si saiko ngomong sama mbak penjaganya.
Yg lcu pas saiko manggil n blg, 'Man-chan we can see it 4 free!', dgn mata yg berbinar. She looks so funny!
Tapi agak kcewa soalna isinya kbykan tulisa dlm kanji jpg...
Yah pokoknya seneng bgt blk k jkt. jalan2 lg ah mumpung blon msk...
(Duh nilai Uas dah kluar lagie....)
17 June 2006 @ 05:11 pm
Jd bihun ginie...
Napa seh pas lg dket malah terasa jauh, pas lage jauh malah dket
Bihun pisan...
What should i do then?
Napa seh pas lg dket malah terasa jauh, pas lage jauh malah dket
Bihun pisan...
What should i do then?
gloomy16 June 2006 @ 11:41 am
Gomen....Gomen.....Gomen....Gomenne.....
I wasn't meant to b that way...
I feel really bad 'bout myself
I really wanna hide my face with both hands now
I feel so ashamed....
I wasn't meant to b that way...
I feel really bad 'bout myself
I really wanna hide my face with both hands now
I feel so ashamed....
I feel: 
crushed
crushedHear of: Hapus aku
09 June 2006 @ 11:39 am
Duh.....................................
UAS bentar lage.....! Mana blon nyicil lage...! Gmn duonx....?!
Baru slese ntn 'wither & wither' disc 1...lumayan dpt minjem dr seseorang yg baek hati (duh pst GR d)
Tapi si Kyo-nya suarana dah kuat lg gt jd byk diksh k penonton yg nyanyi.
Akuw seneng liat si Die dgn rambutna yg skarang *nengok kanan kiri nyari pia*, wehehe peluk2 Die dl ah...
Aang...pengen bli 'Nana'... *hix*, bsok k Gonzo ah syapa tau ad...
UAS bentar lage.....! Mana blon nyicil lage...! Gmn duonx....?!
Baru slese ntn 'wither & wither' disc 1...lumayan dpt minjem dr seseorang yg baek hati (duh pst GR d)
Tapi si Kyo-nya suarana dah kuat lg gt jd byk diksh k penonton yg nyanyi.
Akuw seneng liat si Die dgn rambutna yg skarang *nengok kanan kiri nyari pia*, wehehe peluk2 Die dl ah...
Aang...pengen bli 'Nana'... *hix*, bsok k Gonzo ah syapa tau ad...
blank29 April 2006 @ 05:33 pm
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bouncy29 April 2006 @ 05:01 pm
| What Your Face Says |
 At first glance, people see you as down to earth and reliable. Overall, your true self is reserved and logical. With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situations, you seem sad and helpless. |
==> hee...?
Which member of L'arc~en~ciel would kill you in your sleep?
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==> Gyaa...Hyde is gonna kill me!! *jumpin' around*
16 April 2006 @ 03:13 pm
UTS........................!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Waaaaaaaaaaaa............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Belum blajar ginie...
Pemalasan akibat dikasih libur seminggu (minggu tenang bow!)
Besok Histo lagi *kipas2 pk buku cartilago*, malesh euy...
Pas pulang ke jakarta malah jalan2 mulu jadinya :p
Libur bgini malah ada yg nyoba nyomblangin gw, duh mentang2 gw ngejomblo mulu yah
Sibuk kale, mana sempet nyari cowok kalo maenannya ama mayat2 ituh...
Palagi mesti ngadepin para dokter 'bujang' Faal eta dah kburu stress (huwe....) *banting bk faal*
Hah.. lagian ga ada waktu bwat mikirin co skarang, UTS neh...!
Mending blajar dey skarang *buka bk sambil nyetel average pyscho* (ini sie bkn blajar namanya) ;p
Waaaaaaaaaaaa............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Belum blajar ginie...
Pemalasan akibat dikasih libur seminggu (minggu tenang bow!)
Besok Histo lagi *kipas2 pk buku cartilago*, malesh euy...
Pas pulang ke jakarta malah jalan2 mulu jadinya :p
Libur bgini malah ada yg nyoba nyomblangin gw, duh mentang2 gw ngejomblo mulu yah
Sibuk kale, mana sempet nyari cowok kalo maenannya ama mayat2 ituh...
Palagi mesti ngadepin para dokter 'bujang' Faal eta dah kburu stress (huwe....) *banting bk faal*
Hah.. lagian ga ada waktu bwat mikirin co skarang, UTS neh...!
Mending blajar dey skarang *buka bk sambil nyetel average pyscho* (ini sie bkn blajar namanya) ;p
busy30 March 2006 @ 07:30 pm
My LJ today :
*sigh*
*sigh* again
*double Sigh*
*triple sigh*
==> no 'end' and no 'to b continue'...
Note: i really wanna hug someone now... *sigh again*
*sigh*
*sigh* again
*double Sigh*
*triple sigh*
==> no 'end' and no 'to b continue'...
Note: i really wanna hug someone now... *sigh again*
exhausted
26 March 2006 @ 05:53 pm
Hah.. baru pulang dari jakarta cape deh...
jadi bigung mo nulis apaan
oia kmaren sempet ngeliat anak kecil yg lg mkan cotton candy gt
Jadi inget seseorang yg ktna suka ama cotton candy...
*Temen yg udah ngenalin gw ama Diru
*Temen yg menurut gw lucu palagi kalo lg aneh2 gt
*Temen yg sering crita2 seru, gw paling suka pas dengerin dia crita
*Temen tempat gw suka curhat
*Temen yg... gw sayang
But she seems so far away now...
Thought that i know her, but no.
I was wrong, I don't know her that much
That's always make sad
And i do really miss her now...
jadi bigung mo nulis apaan
oia kmaren sempet ngeliat anak kecil yg lg mkan cotton candy gt
Jadi inget seseorang yg ktna suka ama cotton candy...
*Temen yg udah ngenalin gw ama Diru
*Temen yg menurut gw lucu palagi kalo lg aneh2 gt
*Temen yg sering crita2 seru, gw paling suka pas dengerin dia crita
*Temen tempat gw suka curhat
*Temen yg... gw sayang
But she seems so far away now...
Thought that i know her, but no.
I was wrong, I don't know her that much
That's always make sad
And i do really miss her now...
I feel: lonely
lonelyHear of: Cape of storm
23 March 2006 @ 08:34 pm
pas g lagi buka2 website g sempet nemuin gambar gackt ama Hyde lagi ciuman..?!
gyaa........! ga rela ga rela ga rela.......!!!
tapi setelah g baca di bawahnya tertulis kalo itu cuman rekayasa ajah (fiuhh..)
dan gambar itu diambil dari pv gackt yg ada adegan ciuman gackt ama seorang ce
ya ampun... g pikir Hyde dah beralih k 'yaoi'
kalian bs liat di bwh inie. Did u recognize this two guys?
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gyaa........! ga rela ga rela ga rela.......!!!
tapi setelah g baca di bawahnya tertulis kalo itu cuman rekayasa ajah (fiuhh..)
dan gambar itu diambil dari pv gackt yg ada adegan ciuman gackt ama seorang ce
ya ampun... g pikir Hyde dah beralih k 'yaoi'
kalian bs liat di bwh inie. Did u recognize this two guys?
I feel: 
cranky
crankyHear of: people's loud
22 March 2006 @ 08:18 pm
Baru mulai bikin LJ neh...
Jadi binun mo nulis apaan
Ga ada yg penting seh hari inieh
Cuman tadi abis Histo malah dapet tugas...Hix
Blajarnya males2an gt seh
Jadi binun mo nulis apaan
Ga ada yg penting seh hari inieh
Cuman tadi abis Histo malah dapet tugas...Hix
Blajarnya males2an gt seh